HAPPY
That`s what i will be very soon.Simply because i think its stupid to always keep my head in the past.Reminiscing,remembering,recalling .I needed to do all those things.It was what helped me get through those memories.But the phase is over.I dont need to keep having these flashback of what happened and imagine what could have been.I cant keep doing that anymore.now im moving on.It`s worth giving up the kind of future I could have with someone else,over something someone from the past failed to give.So i`ll be happy.Soon.