Call Me Nich

I have this heavy feeling of emptiness again whenever I'm missing you. Have a good life by, I'll support you from afar. 

Missing my potpot so much :( donnu know how to reach out to u, para makita sya :(

I've seen you're happy now, happy and in love. I'm happy too by. I really am
          

After all this time, it's still you.

I know none of this matters to you anymore. None of this can reach you, I'm sorry. I promise, I'm trying step by step to accept it. But not now, today, next week or next month. I just don't know what to do anymore.

I started to ask myself, am I someone and somebodys important person? Kasi simula nung nawala ka, wala na din yung dati kong sarili. Ang sakit at ang hirap lang by every night akong umiiyak, bakit ang unfair nyo? Ano bang ginawa ko sa inyo para i-treat nyo ako ng ganito? Am I the villain?

Nag-iisang kakampe kita e. I was like betrayed. Kasi sumuko ka sa atin. Halos ginawa ko na lahat. You know that desperate feeling, you want it so bad, pero wala e. Ganun parin. Ayaw mo na talaga. I just don't know what to do anymore. 

I miss you. And can't take it anymore. This heavy feeling is about burst out.  I can't accept it by. Felt like my other half of myself died. Fvk

May times na ilang gabing straight kitang napanaginipan na may iba kana. Lagi akong nagigising na may luha sa mata.

I miss you my patche. ;( naiiyak na naman ako. Every night nalang. Haha