i just want to send him cute messages and hold his hand and kiss his shoulders because im too lazy to look up and kiss his face and i want him to grab my waist from behind when im at my locker and kiss my neck and tell me he loves me every damn second and i want to say i love you too every single time and i want to cuddle with him and step on his toes so he wont leave to go to his next class and i want to softly rub his back and to play with his hair and i want him