cheergrl1198

hey guys im sorry but im getting worse way worse Ive been cutting again to make everything disappear. what should I do? my friend told my mom that I feel really suicidal. she had no right to tell her. I cant stop crying. im either fucking crazy or just suicidal and depressed. what do you guys think? also what should I do? should I kill myself because no one will miss me or should I just get help and commit myself to a psych ward? im leaving my life and decision for you guys ive been getting worse than I ever thought.