I don't want to be this way anymore. So I've come here to make amends, or- or to apologize, or to get closure, I don't know and I really don't care what you call it. I believe that love just looks a little different for everyone. For me it was darker than most. Meaner than most. A little uglier than most... And I loved you a lot. More than I could bare. You. Andrew, the developer. With your talent, no wonder I put you on a pedestal. And I- I... Looking to the sky can leave you blinded by the sun, I guess.