I know this sounds stupid but in perfection, beauty, and flaws I skipped to the end to see what happens and once I read the epilogue I decided I don't want to read the book.I know people say that everyone dies for a reason and that there aren't always happy endings but honestly after reading so many books where someone dies it makes me think too hard and get really sad. I've never had anyone die that I was close with or die and reading these books brings me to the reality that one day I will have to face the pain of losing someone I really love and I guess when you're not ready to lose someone in real life it hard even reading about made up characters losing someone