Haven't met you yet.
How is it possible to be in love with a person you don’t even know. This situation is quite rather unique because I know him and he doesn’t even know I even fucking exist. How much does that suck? A Lot. I know. it’s like I constantly dream about him and just wanting to be by his side. Dreaming about his perfect laugh, he’s tight embrace, his soft lips connected with mine, his fingers intertwined with mine, just feeling his breathe on the nape of my neck or even his I love you that lingers off his lips. He’s perfect to me he’s my prince, and all I ever want is to be deemed is his princess. That’s kind of hard being, because I know that there are others far more suited for the position of being his heart’s keeper. I’m tired of being lumped in with the other girls who also want the title of his princess, I just want a fair chance is that too much to ask for? I know that we could get along infinitely. It doesn’t seem like too much to ask for but I know that I won’t ever get that chance. The thing that upsets me the most is the fact that I know I will never be his princess but yet I still can’t let it go. It’s something about his eyes, his lips, his personality, it’s just him. He made me fall in love and he’s clueless as ever how he makes me feel or anyone else for a fact. I just want to go back to a time where he didn’t cross my mind at all times, a time where hearing his voice didn’t make me feel butterflies, and a time when I just ignore his laugh because it didn’t make me feel anything. But NO, we are in a time where I can’t hear his name without smiling , see him flash a smile because I melt inside. Ladies and gents I got it bad! I just need to get away but everywhere I go there he is a person so close to perfection that it hurts. Oh my little leprechaun you are going to be the death of me. But Now I will have to continue life knowing your unattainable and just a dream. Now back to reality I have to write my essay for Professor Jordan.
