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hi, i told you i was gonna rewrite this but honestly i don’t know what to say other than i really love you and sometimes (all the time) i get really jealous when it comes to you, im proud of you. and uh. i’m no good with words. and god you’re probably annoyed by me because fuck i’m annoyed by me but uh i appreciate you and i think you’re the reason i’m still alive and sorta kinda well. you’re the bestest fren/rock a guy could ever ask for and well i’ve said this before..but uh i’m willing to wait for you. whatever it is you choose, i’ll support. because that’s what love is. honestly i love it when you come around because it makes my heart flutter and i get all warm and stuff and im usually always freezing so you’re like my own personal heater and holding your hand is literally my favorite thing because your hands are always warm and i love your tattoos and i need to come over soon so i can force you to watch steven with me (also because i need to steal helena from you because s’my baby) but uh. fuck im rambling but um also i think it’s really cute when we hold pinkies when you’re not up for hand holding and i think it’s really cute how protective you are when it comes to me (mostly when speaking about blurry) but uh you’re just super precious and adorable and my literal everything and you should come over with my child so that we can watch christmas movies and talk shit on how unrealistic they are while minx shushes us because god she’s such a sassy one year old and fuck i just really love you and yeah i think that’s all i’ve gotta say about that. i love you.
-xotylr