♟️️️️️️️️️️,, cigs

Spiraling.

No one talks to me lol

if i were to die now i dont think anyone would notice

Chat how cooked am I?
          
          I wrote 1/2 my exam (psych eval for school) in German, took three laps around the school and fell asleep 0-o

Meow

: ♟️️️️️️️️️️,, rant // [ read with caution ]
          
          There is this guy at my school. I dont know the right term to call him and when I say this, I mean it respectfully but he’s a midget(4,,6?). (Someone correct me if they know the actual terminology).
          
          He thinks that being short is so bad and being gay is the worst thing in the world (and what will get him into university with a 2.3 gpa).
          
          so he’s always ranting about being gay and how bad it is. Honestly? In my humble opinion its not fucking bad. You look gay, you sound gay, you do theatre. (All common stereotypes but still-)
          
          want to know what’s harder? Being transgender. Being trans in our world, it's not welcoming. In our country? Not welcoming. Transitioning is dangerous. Not identifying with your birth is scary. and every fvcking day it hurts when you’re misgendered, misnamed, wearing clothes that dont feel like you but you need to “fit in”. Having a hair cut you dont want. Having daily dysmorphia. Unsupportive parents. An unsupportive community. Losing friends.
          
          I wouldn’t wish my greatest foe to experience the pain of being trans. It’s a hard journey.
          
          so dont. DONT give me any bull shit about “being gay is the hardest thing in the world”. It’s not. 
          
          Anyways if you actually read this sorry about that :P how are you doing?

Dazai 

Alllllll alone O-o

:♟️️️️️️️️️️,, OKOK NEED THOUGHTS
          
          Fully in between Clay and Maverick as a name
          
          They’re both fuckin fire
          
          So ima give pos and negs to each
          
          Clay pos: my dad like it, its kinda gender neutral but masc, its yessss
          Clay neg: people think dsmp, is it good enough for “real world” ex: job 
          
          Maverick pos: its fucking fire, cool name and unique, and mav as a nick name
          Maverick neg: dad said he’s nuetral so idk, people think after the top gun movie, is it good enough for “real world”?
          
          Which do you think fits me more?
          And which gives more corporate since ill probs do a corporate job-

:♟️️️️️️️️️️,, who the fuck nominated me for homecoming king, queen, prince and princess??