Luna

Please come back

Happy 2k on Beneath the skin, congratulations!! You deserve it and so much more ♥️ I love you

Happy belated  sweet heart ❤️ hope you have healthy life. and I love your stories 

Hello my beautiful readers... I'm only here to let you know that I wanted to post "Beneath the skin" tonight but it's still not ready yet so I guess I'll take one more day to update. 
          
          And furthermore it was 28th January yesterday,  my birthday and it was the saddest birthday I've ever spent. 
          
          I stayed up till midnight to receive at least one wish but nobody wished me, everyone legit forgot about me and I just went to sleep lol. Now that I think of it... Holy shit, I feel pity for myself. My mother wished me yesterday morning, around 10 and that's it, the whole day spent with me and my tears. Even my brother didn't wished me, he also forgot. In the evening I updated on whatsApp thanking only my mother who baked me a small cake despite her busy day. Then everyone started to apologize and wished me... Lol... 
          
          
          I feel stupid... And the only thought I've been having is that, I think it was too much to hope for a giddy birthday wish at 12. But whatever... 
          
          I'll update "Beneath the skin" Tomorrow and for "Irresistible" I'm gonna take two more months to plan out the chapters till the end. Then I'll start updating. I'm working on both of my stories... Thank you for your patience and sticking around with my sorry existence.

Hello to everyone who is following me for my stories. I have to clear one thing to you guys that I am a working person, I have my job, I do freelancing as a graphic designer, I run my own art YouTube channel and I earn from all of these platforms. Other than that, I'm a very fragile person psychologically, I've been diagnosed with early stages of ADHD and said that I'm mentally a very fragile person over and over again. But I have tried to overcome everything by doing my hobbies, doing what my heart truly likes. Art is my main hobby and simultaneously writing is also one of my hobbies beside art. I do write occasionally here in wattpad for fun, well it used to be fun... But I have to say it isn't anymore. People here keep thinking that I don't have anything other than writing. I write a chapter after thinking about a lot of things and sewing a lot of little moments and exquisite words. But you guys keep expecting only certain things which drag my self worth down very much. 
          
          In conclusion I started to feel very stressed while writing, especially the story 'Irresistible' in which I don't know in which way I'm going, I have bent the storyline a lot from the original just by listening to readers and it feels a worthless heap of words to me. I don't want to continue writing it anymore. 
          
          But I'm not officially saying that I'll abandone it... Gosh I don't even know what the hell I should do. So for now I'm putting this story on hold. And will continue updating, "Beneath the skin"... I'll write it just as I envisioned. No more bending storyline based on the readers and lose hope from my own creation. 
          
          I had to make myself clear because my mental health and my worth is important to me. I deserve every bit of what I ask for. Thank you. 

Gyus I didn't disappear, something very fetal happened a few days ago. To explain everything I have to tell you a bit about my personal life... So I lived my whole life with my grandparents. My grandmother is real mother figure of my life, yes I do have my actual parents but since I don't live with them, they are more like friendly relatives. After my brother I love my grandma the most in my whole family. She would've been the first if she was less sceptical about my life choices but nonetheless her love towards me is undying, I also love her to the moon and back. 
          
          And 5 days ago my grandmother got into a very serious car accident and was is a very critical condition. Had a brain hemorrhage a little bit, got an ancle wonded very badly, was admitted to the ICU and the doctors gave us 48 hours of horror saying that her life is in danger. 
          
          In one word I was devastated. I was shitless scared. I forgot to eat, forgot to sleep, the whole family was scared. But now she's safe, the hemorrhage is not bad and can be treated with medicine but we need to consult with a expert neurologist for which we have to travel to our nearest metropolitan city as we live is a small town. 
          
          So yeah, I forgot about my existence and hobbies entirely... 

Hi dear author .. sorry for being rude , when will u update beneath the skin .. eagerly waiting for it !

Hiii Ms. Author. Can you do me a favor? Could you please upload the part 2 of Sweet Poison in BTS Oneshots? No rush! I'm just waiting for it for quite a while now. But I hope you're doing well. Love lots 

Hello everyone, I'm so sorry for the delay. I've been exhausted both physically and mentally. The new chapters of both of my stories are halfway done. It's taking some time for me to think and write it down properly. I can write it hastily and publish it but I don't want that, I want it properly. 
          
          And on top of that my cousin's wedding is on the way... A lot of preparations are pending, and it's taking away most of my free time. 
          
          Anyways, I'll both of the stories by the end of this week. :) 

Hello dear author .. plz update beneath the skin .. eagerly waiting for next update