Gyus I didn't disappear, something very fetal happened a few days ago. To explain everything I have to tell you a bit about my personal life... So I lived my whole life with my grandparents. My grandmother is real mother figure of my life, yes I do have my actual parents but since I don't live with them, they are more like friendly relatives. After my brother I love my grandma the most in my whole family. She would've been the first if she was less sceptical about my life choices but nonetheless her love towards me is undying, I also love her to the moon and back.
And 5 days ago my grandmother got into a very serious car accident and was is a very critical condition. Had a brain hemorrhage a little bit, got an ancle wonded very badly, was admitted to the ICU and the doctors gave us 48 hours of horror saying that her life is in danger.
In one word I was devastated. I was shitless scared. I forgot to eat, forgot to sleep, the whole family was scared. But now she's safe, the hemorrhage is not bad and can be treated with medicine but we need to consult with a expert neurologist for which we have to travel to our nearest metropolitan city as we live is a small town.
So yeah, I forgot about my existence and hobbies entirely...