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I love my boyfriend so much, I knew that I fell in love with the right man the moment he held me after finding out what I had been going through. 
          The other day he told me that no matter what I'll always be the women he fell in love with. Thats remarkable and honestly makes me wanna marry him so badly I love my precious boy with all my heart.

Once you start to lie your entire argument should be thrown out atp imo

i've watched as people cared more about others and left little or no sympathy for me and at this point mysympathy is running lower and lower 
          I only care for a little amount of people in my life
          
          I also found out in medical notes that my doctors put in a long while ago they thought i was more likely to have an anxiety disorder

ok im calm now

im not in pain im just weird 
          
          I need help but my father will be dissappointed with me for asking

i think my end is near

people give me everything and i dont know how to give back 
          i should give more

im fighting a losing battle and its lowk my own fault

I love my boyfriend hes so nice to mee!! he got me candy and he kiss me long time yayayayayayyaayyaayyayayayaaaaayyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so apparently my friend showed my english teacher my masochist book and said that she said im a really good writer from just chapter 1!! im so happy!!!