I've been very depressed right now from how my mom didn't want me to go outside....
I just wanted to spend some time with my best friend. Because I didn't have any experience from going outside or bonding with them, like going to the mall and eating with them.
And my mother didn't want me to. She always tells me some nonsense reason as always, can't she just straight up and tell me that she just didn't want me to go outside????
But if it were my older brothers it's a different story. She is okay with them going outside but not me??? It's so unfair, I didn't even get a chance to experience going to mall and eating with my friends outside.
I'm so done with this.... for how many years I've been wanting to go outside with my friends and yet she can't even do that to me... because of me being a 'girl'. Does that mean she don't trust me? hahaha well, I don't trust here either. Because of how she treats me, why not just do the same to her?
She always locks me up, how can I be independent outside? I didn't even get to enjoy my teenage years. Being a kid/teenager is not forever....
I don't enjoy this, in fact I hate it so much.