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Can yall feel it? Now I don’t have parents and I hate myself bc I can’t handle my weaknesses. I hopes Allah will give me more strength. I’m scared. I’m so scared if someday I’ll give up on myself.

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When people you loved makes you broke into a pieces at the same time. You hold it by yourself then you can’t rest your burden to someone shoulder, you wanna escape but you can’t. If this is a karma I will be grateful to accept that because I am deserve for that, but if it’s deliberate things that will hurts me so much. 
          
          I’m so tired. Why should be me? Why should my life? Why should be him and her? Why?  
          
          I wrote this shit in this place because I don’t want them, to see my scars. I wanna share but how can? No one can listen to me.

cherrybomb30_

Omg I’m feeling guilty.. my notifications make me looks like a sinner tbh. Sorry I’m leaving wetpants for along timeee, I just focus my works in ao3 and just re-install this app yesterday. I can’t give yall promises again bc I always broke that and I’m totally hates myself lol. It seems like writer blocks punch me on my faceㅠㅠ I’m really sorry  I can’t forced myself to write but yall! I continue HTRMA in ao3 and also SuranSuga fics is released on ao3 too it has 8 chapters already. I make it all in English both HTRMA and SuSu fics it’s more comfortable for me to write angst and mature content in English sooooo guys!! Once again I really sorry from the bottom of my heart I can’t continue my story except two of them. Let’s check out my (complete)works with searching the titles in ao3. Hope you guys love it. I miss you and saranghae