Lola

call out my name

how could i love someone

but not like how you were with me

the liquor on your lips makes you dangerous
            i knew it was wrong, i’m beyond it
            i tried to be strong but i lost it

he gave it over to me, “do you want it?”
            I knew it was wrong but I palmed it
            I saved it, I waited, I called it

she got that look in your eyes 

and i go back to black

you go back to her

i died a hundred times