cherrystyles132

hi guys,
          	
          	I was going to have a new As It Was chapter out tonight but I didn't think to write it in google docs and wrote over a thousand words on wattpad just for wattpad to refresh not saving ANY of the one thousand words that I wrote. So I'm to angry to re-write it. 
          	
          	As It Was chapter thirteen is underway and will be finished as soon as a much calmer cherry can write it. I apologize. 
          	
          	cherry xx

cherrystyles132

hi guys,
          
          I was going to have a new As It Was chapter out tonight but I didn't think to write it in google docs and wrote over a thousand words on wattpad just for wattpad to refresh not saving ANY of the one thousand words that I wrote. So I'm to angry to re-write it. 
          
          As It Was chapter thirteen is underway and will be finished as soon as a much calmer cherry can write it. I apologize. 
          
          cherry xx

cherrystyles132

hi my loves!
          
          my new book, “Call Me” is officially live. 
          
          i started this book a while back but took it down because i decided i didn’t love it, but i’m hoping i can make it better now. 
          
          i have two chapters up for you now so go read them!! 
          
          much love 
          
          cherry xx

cherrystyles132

hi lovies! 
          
          i know i just made a post last night but i got a chapter out and within a few seconds of it being published i already had a vote and a comment on it and i just want to say thank you so so so much for all your love and support. 
          
          this account as a whole means a lot to me, i feel like i've grown up with you guys, (i started the account when i was fourteen and i'm going to be eighteen in three months) and you've always been huge supporters of my books even with my inconsistency, so i am so grateful for that. 
          
          i plan to have a few chapters out of a new book tonight as well as another As It Was chapter, so trust me more is coming. 
          
          again!! go follow my insta account, i currently have zero followers and that's a little embarrassing. 
          
          more soon!
          
          cherryxx

cherrystyles132

hey guys
          
          i’m momentarily back. i changed my profile picture and i also added an instagram account for you guys to follow if you’d like. i also changed the spelling of my pen name back to cherry, because i realized that ‘cherrie’ sounds a lot like ‘sherrie’ and i’m not a middle aged woman i am a harry styles stan so i just felt like it would be better if i changed it.
          
          there have been millions of times where i’ve left and came back and left and came back again and i just want to say that i am sorry for my inconsistency. 
          
          i have about half a chapter of ‘as it was’ written and i’ve been trying really hard to come back but grief is hitting me hard and every time i come back to this account that i’ve had since i was thirteen, i can only imagine how crushed thirteen year old cherry would feel finding out the news about liam. 
          
          i’m going to try and get the new as it was chapter out to you guys asap, but bare with me. 
          
          thank you all for staying patient with me and for the ones who are consistently reading ‘as it was’ despite my inconsistency, i am immensely grateful for you. 
          
          i hope you all are dealing with the grief of liam’s death and if any of you need someone to talk to about it, my instagram is linked in my bio and my dms are opens. 
          
          i love you all so much
          
          cherry xx

cherrystyles132

hey, me again
          
          so as you know i have this reaccuring habit I've picked up with this account since 2021 where i go on writing sprees and write a bunch of stuff for you and then i disappear for months and/or years. 
          
          I cannot say that I will be back for good because there may never be a time I'm back for good. I've struggled with my mental health since i was thirteen and I have difficulty sticking with my hobbies and that is why i struggle so much with staying with this. 
          
          I plan to push out at least one chapter of as it was to you soon. Thank you all for being so patient with me and i really appreciate you guys and all you've done for me since i was 14. (for reference, I'll be 18 in a few months. so really, thank you) 
          
          I love you so much, more to come soon i promise <3
          
          cherrie

cherrystyles132

hello! 
          
          I apologize for the fact that I keep dropping chapters on you and then disappearing for many many months. recently, life has not felt worth living. 
          
          I will be trying to my hardest to get chapters out for you guys, but at I am unable to tell you any plans for how long I plan to stay before disappearing again for a few months. 
          
          I know I say this in every message but I really, truly am thankful for everyone who continues to read by books even though I'm not consistent with writing them. Thank you for not holding that against me, I love you all with my whole heart. 
          
          As It Was will be finished eventually, I can tell you that much, although it may not be for a while. But I'm trying my best. 
          
          Thank you all, every single one of you. Even the ones who have been there since my 2021 days. I love you. 
          
          xx
          
          cherrie

cherrystyles132

Hello!
          
          Once again I have crawled back into the hole I like to hide in every so often, and I want to personally apologize for hiding from you guys for all the time that I do
          
          I can't tell you I'll be back because I honestly don't know. Life has been hitting me with some wild curve balls and I've been in the biggest writing slump I've ever been in in my entire life at the current moment. I'd like to think I will always come back to you guys, but life is a major mystery. 
          
          I can promise you this, however. I promise I will come back when my life is cleared up and tell you how I plan to deal with everything. 
          
          I love and appreciate all of you, and thank you for being so patient with me. 
          
          xx
          
          cherrie