cherryyblossomss

is it ok to not feel alright? 
          	my parents never asks whether i am happy in the past whenever im unhappy or sad i would show it out. but now it’s different everything is different. i can no longer be happy whenever i want or just speak out my thought whether im hurt or whatever. everything just seems like the original purpose is not there anymore. feeling of giving up often pop up in my head. no matter how happy i act in front of everyone it starts hurting when im alone. i need help..