I cannot live like that, and it seems you cannot live any other way. When i'm with you, the world makes sense, but when we are apart, i see clearly that your world is not a world from which one can scape. I'm so sorry for everything, everything long ago. And for starting up that buisness again. There's  a good man with in you. But he is a wrestling with a giant, and the giant wins, time it again. You've broken my heart again, and i fear i have a broken yours, for that, i will never forgive myself, but you must let me go now, i enclose a ring you gave me many years ago, when we were both young, not because i don't like it, but because i care for it a far too much and it reminds me too much of you..   amo a mi dieguin hollín