You sound like you had it rough. I had sorta the same thing except you dad and I still talk and I do things that people don't understand like sorts hurt myself? But yea. That is a good idea to write about you because it is good to get your dwellings out. What I writer about is a life that I might want to have and my feelings, and myself. But I like how your mouth afraid y'all tell readers that out act like... well the way you do, funny songs sarcastic. I on the other hand I'd scarf too. I think you found like she really cool girl!