Hey guys this is my new acc. I'm still not sure if I'm gonna continue writing but if I do..then expect it to be in this acc. Ik I said I didn't wanna say why I'm this upset but..I think you all deserve an explanation
First of all; school. There's a LOT of drama I'm included in our class and I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY. My seatmate said I keep ignoring her but HELLO?? YOU'RE LITERALLY SITTING BESIDE ME. And she has the audacity to fcking make people think SHE'S the victim like wtf did I do?? There's also this one girl who keeps telling me to kms?? And then there's my grades. My grades aren't low, in fact, I'm actually top in our class. However, when I don't get top in class, (which are the only times my parents get proud of me) my parents would get so mad at me and confiscate my phone and such.
Second of all; My parents. They keep fcking fighting. They're literally fighting while I'm writing this. I overheard them say that they're over (divorce) and I don't know what the fck I'm supposed to fcking do. Ps, whenever they fight and they get into a bad mood, they would always uhm..physically harm me and my siblings. For my mom, she doesn't do much physical abuse but mental abuse? She literally DOESN'T trust me at all..she keeps saying that "____ is gonna be top 1!" Like it doesn't hurt me. Like, sure, I'm not gonna be mad if I'm not too 1 cuz it's not like I'm the only one who tried their best. I'm only doing this for my parents..but said parents don't even trust me.