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Heyy

School started last month and i am so over it. Im really struggling to find the time to write anything omg

School's over!!! 
          
          Finally. Thank god. I can write more now, although my drafts is already filling up with unfinished stories. 
          
          Thinking abt posting genshin and marvel fanfics!!

Thinking of posting genshin impact ff...
          
          Kidding, i already have one in my drafts!

Hiya!
          
          So as of currently, im rewriting Dear Hermione, but because i changed how the story starts 
          
          (It used to start during their 4th year but i changed it to 6th year, i thought it would take me a long time to finish and it would make me lose motivation easily if i draw it out..)
          
          Anyways, because i changed the timeline, i need to rewatch the movie which i dont really have the time for rn especially since im still catching up with my school work. 
          
          Which sucks. School rlly sucks :(

Hi!
          
          Guess who's clear from TB?
          Me! 
          My lungs finally cleared and I've stopped medication.
          It's been awhile since I wrote but since school is almost over, I might start back up again.
          
          Thanks so much for being patient <33

so i finally am taking my exams that i've missed.
          
          i currently have finsihed 3 exams, and i still need to do 13 more :(
          but i just started playing genshin impact and im having fun with it, games are honestly keeping me sane rn.
          
          im taking a break from writing, i really am so sorry that i keep postponing my regulus fanfic.
          
          

guess who's going to the beach this saturday, me!
          
          taking a break from everything bc of all the shock i went through these past few weeks. we visited my mom at the cemetery a few days ago and it hurt like a lot. i thought my mental state has been getting better but it went down the drain so fast, im not doing good at school. i missed 16 exams while i was gone, and i still need to take them or i'll fail this semester. thankfully tho, my teacher is very understanding.
          
          i have the motivation but have absolutely zero energy to get up and do it. i hate feeling like this. it's so hard to get out of this head space.
          
          all the things i love, like harry potter, anime, and marvel, have been triggering me recently. because me and my mom liked the same things and watching movies/anime make me remember my mom and i really can't handle it.
          
          im sorry for not updating my james potter fanfic and my regulus fanfic is currently paused right now. i really have no energy to do anything.
          
          i might just post the chapters i have already written for my regulus fanfic, so look out for that.
          
          thanks for being so patient darlings <3

and somehow i've gotten more miserable than my last post on here.
          
          so i guess the universe just decided to make my life much worse and just take my mom away from us after my grandpa's funeral :) wow thanks for that,
          
          i've been planning to write and publish the regulus fanfic on october 8 but things went shit so... but anyways, i guess it's better to have something to do rather than just cry yourself to sleep everyday missing your mom
          
          don't worry, i'm doing better than the last few days, regulus fanfic will be out soon! :)

Is there smut in the James fanfic ?