Sarah

Not my eating habits is getting worse again 

A sudden thoughts play in my mind
          
          I'm touch-starved, but at the same time i hate being touch
          
          Make it make sense 

Happy New Year Guys! 

My eyes hurt, 
          My heart aches;
          But nobody cares, 
          The silent cry i make. 

Im tired
          
          Emotionally tired
          
          My heart ache
          
          Fucking hurt
          
          Am i a bad daughter? 
          
          Im a fucking burden
          
          Fuck all of it

Can i feel bitter for a while? 
          
          A fact that my mom forgot my birthday this year but not my younger brother's birthday today . I know i shouldn't feel that way since I'm an adult now so it doesn't matter if they forgot for once right? They only forgot this year right? 

I swear my eating habits are getting worse again.
          "Of course it gets worse before it gets better"
          Fricking hates that phrase

Wow..... Wanna guess what? My cat just threw up in my FRICKING BEDROOMMMMM. And she almost threw up on my carpet but bless my fucking ear to heard her heaving sound and quickly move her away for my carpet OR it will be the worst fucking nightmare to wash it

Imagine breathing through your mouth because of your stupid stuffy nose, to add to the coughing. That shit got me fucking breathless like--I CAN'T FUCKING BREATH AT ALL BRUHHH

Guess who's on their last teenage year today