@chichihuahua1413
i'm so in love it's not even funny
it's only my second monthly anniversary, and i'm already crying because of a love letter
i still can't believe this isn't a dream (it may sound cheesy, but it's true)
I have to perform on stage today and I'm fucking terrified.
woke up choking on my own blood again
i breathe through my nose when im sleep so usually it comes out my nose and clots in my mouth so i breathe it in and out before it becomes too overwhelming and i wake up
sometimes i forget that i also like men
and then i'll see some guy around my age who makes me remember
like yesterday, when i was in a hospital waiting room and saw a boy around my age play with his baby sister
i literally got butterflies
what is it about people when they care for kids—
i'm going on an educational trip next week and if one of my classmates doesn't reveal himself to be a satyr and take me to camp half blood, i'm gonna flip istg—
@chichihuahua1413 the trip was postponed lol but the point remains i NEED to go to camp half blood
FUCK I JUST RAN INTO MY PSYCHOLOGY TEACHER WHEN I WAS JUST FINISHING MY EVENING WALK AND IT FELT SO AWKWARD
(but hey, at least now she knows that i actually do go out and touch some grass every day)
BUT NOW I'M GONNA SEE HER AT SCHOOL TOMORROW DURING FIFTH PERIOD AND I WON'T BE ABLE TO MAKE EYE CONTACT WITH HER
I AM FREAKING OUT. I DON'T LIKE MIXING MY SCHOOL LIFE WITH MY PRIVATE LIFE.
heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
