childishwars

I don't even know why I'm thinking about it.
          	My brain is emptiness.
          	Due to a fatal error, my nature has failed.
          	Yes, yes, it's my fault!
          	Sorry, forgive me, I'm an useless person.
          	Though it's useless to regret,
          	I'm stepping out with empty eyes.
          	Bye-bye, see you in the next life!
          	I wanted to say goodbye to everything in this world.
          	The sky is upside down. It's beautiful, isn't it?
          	This song that never stops ringing is, right,
          	a hymn to a decadent life

childishwars

I don't even know why I'm thinking about it.
          My brain is emptiness.
          Due to a fatal error, my nature has failed.
          Yes, yes, it's my fault!
          Sorry, forgive me, I'm an useless person.
          Though it's useless to regret,
          I'm stepping out with empty eyes.
          Bye-bye, see you in the next life!
          I wanted to say goodbye to everything in this world.
          The sky is upside down. It's beautiful, isn't it?
          This song that never stops ringing is, right,
          a hymn to a decadent life

Chxcolate_Cake

Love you :3 /p

Chxcolate_Cake

@childishwars I LOVE YOU TOO >//////< /p
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childishwars

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i'm supposed to be a cheerful and happy person today, not so down to the point of almost relapsing  and wanting to pull another mizu5. I fucking hate myself so much for being so useless

childishwars

I feel like the teachers are just giving me these things so I shut up and don't burden them with anything, I feel like people just ignore my problems, and it doesn't help that most of my friends are being distant
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childishwars

It's not my fault. It was never my fault. Right? I mean, I disappoint everyone and I shouldn't even be alive at this point. He didn't even do anything when it was clear that I was crying.
          
          Should I call my mom during lunch or homeroom and ask if I can skip tomorrow cause my mental health has been down or should I just suffer through it
          
          I think I should just suffer through it, my parents don't want anything else expect good attendance and good grades

childishwars

@Silly_Carpa hopefully
            
            I mean, I added more to my arm
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childishwars

I GOT A COOKIE FROM MY FRIENDS IN FOODS CLASS :D 
          
          I'm in health and its a block day so its like, an hour long...the cookie is good, the food they also make in foods are really good as well, can't wait for next semester for foods to be part of my schedule!