chillant

★             ❛  why can't you love me like you used to? ❜
          	 runruem's relationship after meruem loses his memories from the explosion. ( i know he'd probably remember after hearing their name and seeing her in person but it would still hurt her. it would've taken her quite some time to fall for him, get him to understand real feelings. a relationship not bound by obligation but by true affection. and then he just forgets!! world crashes down her basically. ) 

poufadios

you're injured...?!  oh the king is not going to be happy .. i shouldn't have left you alone. im sorry for being so insolent, your majesty.

poufadios

you don't understand, allowing you to be on your own and to be harmed—my job is to protect you. and...i've failed. (  a look of horror seemed to pass over his expression. the thing he was created for, he hadn't done it.   )
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chillant

     you're overreacting, i can take care of myself. don't bother feeling bad, it was out of your control. 
            ★          @poufadios .
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chillant

★             ❛  why can't you love me like you used to? ❜
           runruem's relationship after meruem loses his memories from the explosion. ( i know he'd probably remember after hearing their name and seeing her in person but it would still hurt her. it would've taken her quite some time to fall for him, get him to understand real feelings. a relationship not bound by obligation but by true affection. and then he just forgets!! world crashes down her basically. ) 

chillant

★           ❛  so you prefer her company instead.  ❜     
                         ❛  a foolish thought for such an intelligent creature of beauty. perish the thought. there is no one for me other than you.  ❜
          
          them <33

chillant

@bcnedust .           RIGHT, they are everything ( i have a lot of everythings ... )  
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bcnedust

CUTIESSSS  i  heart  them
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toybox-

   /     EATS YOUR THEME. SWALLOWS IT WHOLE.

chillant

@toybox- .     I'LL JUST !! TAKE IT OUT !! easy ...
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toybox-

    /     well so um you see!! I've already yk .. ate it!!
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chillant

@toybox- .         NOOO SPIT IT OUT I NEED THAT.  THANK YOU BUT GIVE ITTTT
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antovrlord

what  is  it  you  desire.

chillant

       if it's my attention you seek, then you must earn it. i wasn't ignoring, my focus was just preoccupied. i'd like to understand something of which is similar to me, wouldn't you want to as well? 
            ★          @antovrlord .  im changing my response cause i got a silly idea for a different one heh..
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antovrlord

what  could  possibly  be  so  interesting  that  you  feel  the  need  to  ignore  me  in  favor  of  learning  more  about  them?
            
                     ⵢ    he  is  confused.  and  annoyed.
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chillant

         peace. silence. you interrupted my reading, there's a lot to learn about humans from this book. 
            ★          @antovrlord .          my silly bookworm esque ant, growing up so fast and learning about human nature & emotions 
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antovrlord

why  are  you  not  eating.  is  something  wrong  with  it?

chillant

      there's no need for that, truly. but thank you.
            ★          @antovrlord .           I LOVE HIM, the fact he's never out off by any bit of attitude in their statements and demeanor. ( the way i was tempted to say "you" in response to his question ... ) 
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antovrlord

then  tell  me  what  you  want.  i  will  have  someone  find  it  for  you,  or  even  fetch  it  myself.
            
                     ⵢ    meruem  when  runa:  <3333  
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chillant

          i'm very different from the rest of you. was that not clear by my more human like visage? 
            ★            @antovrlord .        sassy...love sassy women !!!
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antovrlord

why  do  you  run?  from  me;  from  your  destiny.

chillant

    it is the option that gives one freedom. taking that from me would be treating me as if i am lesser in comparison to anyone else.  (    maybe that was a deeper part of their disliking for the fellow chimera species. although she couldn't yet include the king in that grouping. runa was unsure how she had yet to feel in terms with him, but they knew one thing. she would not pretend, lie, or act of a different nature to appease another. not even him.   )   I'm already learning.   (   that they were. and had been for a while. but in this moment she was trying to read some part of him, anything that gave her an inclination of something more. something intriguing, inspiring even. they needed to know what he was like, his true nature and how it would end up morphing her future, if she chose to follow a path alongside him. runali hadn't spent any, or much at all, time with any chimera ant, they had set their own goals the day they could see the world with their own eyes. the look of confusion, the curiosity lacing his tone, that was what kept their attention. even if unspoken, he wanted to learn about her.   ) 
            ★              @antovrlord .     ignore the longevity of this reply... was a basic yap-a-graph yk how it is ...
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antovrlord

i  do  not  understand.  what  more  is  there  that  you  could  want?  freedom?  travel?  knowledge?  i  can  provide  that  for  you.
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chillant

        that exact concept of being made for something, or to do something, is exactly why. i won't do something that was decided for me before i had a mind to think on my own. 
            ★            @antovrlord .        these replies got me twirling my hair.
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slayedant

is  this  neccessary?

chillant

   at least you're polite..  ﹙ runa muttered, gaze flickering over remycks form as she studied him. he was so different compared to her, especially with looks. she really looked nothing like the other ants, her brows furrowed slightly in displeasure. so why was it they felt the need to overreact and treat her as if she was so special?  ﹚
            ★          @slayedant .          she is my bbg ong
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slayedant

my  apologies.    (    remyck  quiets,  eager  to  please.  he  couldn't  understand  why  she  chose  to  deny  her  destiny,  but  he  of  all  creatures  had  no  right  to  question  her.    )
            
                     ⵢ    she  is  already  as  perfect  as  one  can  be!
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chillant

     i'm not anything, so refrain from addressing me as so. be silent for a moment, please.
            ★              @slayedant .        manners, sigh... can she be anymore perfect ( yes ) 
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slayedant

this  is  exhausting.  why  do  i  need  to  accompany  you.  you  seem  to  be  more  than  capable  of  looking  after  yourself.

chillant

   i don't need to be looked after, i am not a feeble child in need of guidance. he can order them around as he wishes, i care not, but he will not be hounding me with their presence. i am my own ... ﹙ she paused, unsure on how to word what she meant. she wasnt a person persay but was she really a chimera ant either? whatever classified as being one while on the more human like side with attributes, they supposed. ﹚ here is something you should learn. if others fend for you, no matter how high in ranking you are, you are the weak one. i won't allow anyone to follow behind me. you all are still in need of too much knowledge. 
            ★          @slayedant .     lessons from the queen?!?! 
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slayedant

i  do  not.  my  mind  and  choices  belong  to  the  royal  guard.  they  tell  me  what  to  do,  and  i  insure  it  happens  the  way  they  plan.  i  did  not  intend  for  it  to  come  off  like  that.  he  is  under  orders  from  the  king  to  make  sure  you  are  looked  after.  sire  says  you  need  not  want  anything  that  can  be  provided  for  you.
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chillant

    but you have your own thoughts, do you not? so you can think for yourself. thus making it your choice to carry out actions of which, regardless or not if it was your idea, it was your choice to do so. ensure my safety?? i am not on need of protection of any kind. does he think that i am weak? i will have to make something clear then. stay here or find something else to do. 
            ★             @slayedant .
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poufadios

i simply can't leave you here unguarded! he'd have my head and i'd die of shame if i didn't. 

poufadios

.... !  (   his antennae perked up, a frightened expression flickering over his face at his mistake. how could he make such a disrespectful statement? bowing his head down in formal apology, he felt compelled to remain silent.   ) 
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chillant

      ﹙ ❛ his mind is a lot stronger than i percieved it to be. a little extra energy placed into it should fix that. ❜  she thought, brows furrowed in a mixed look of annoyance and confusion.  ﹚   that name is not yours to say. don't speak again. 
            ★              @poufadios .
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poufadios

  i .. can't.... (  his mind goes blank for a moment. completely.  ) the king... (  something within his mind snaps him back to reality.  )  come with me, i plead of you, runali!
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