chimchimmysavior

i just posted a new book after being gone for ages! it’s chanlix and they are mostly smut but also there will be soft things. check it out if you want to or enjoyed bad boss-namjin

chimchimmysavior

what the hell am i supposed to do without her

stanelris

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@chimchimmysavior ouch
            I want to do it but I don't. it would be so good and my therapist said that she thinks I should do it, but I don't want to leave behind everything here. I'm so fucking sick of this country and we were all in tears today bc were so disappointed in our society. use has friends there and I'd be able to talk to you, probably visit too.
            I know it would be good for me but I'm hella scared to do it. I can't just leave behind you and everything and dance and caro and syd, but it would be good. it sucks that I want to do it but I have adjustment disorder :/
            also, believe me, I'm fucking frustrated and sad and I don't want to do it, but I can't live here for another year. I had multiple mental breakdowns. I'm hiding it right now because I'm scared and don't know how to cope
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