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@-Coffeekoo insta for the happy times here is where I'm gonna miserable with you. I don't even know why I'm confiding in a practical stranger(probably because your the only person that I have to talk to) but I'm exhausted, I don't have the guts to end my life so don't worry about that but emotionally and mentally I'm so fucking tired. I'm never enough nothing I do is enough I'm a screw up I end up screwing up everything and now I can't stop crying minutes before it's my birthday. I don't even want my birthday I've got no one to go out celebrate it with and all it does is bring me pain every damn time. I've got no friends, my parents are practically strangers and every time i try to open up or express my feelings all it makes me feel is that I'm being too much and I should stop before I scare someone away or I misread the person and they don't care about me at all yet here I am dumping all my feelings on them.
So I'm sorry if I'm being too much maybe I'm even making a huge mistake my sending you this. But I just need someone to care so badly it's kinda sad at this point(ToT)