I'm not taking it well. I'm honestly so sad he's leaving...but also happy for him if going solo is the right thing to do – and it will make him happy.
I'm gonna stop writing for some time.
First it was wattpad constantly removing my stories without a notice which leaves me with nothing and discouraged.
Second, now with Heeseung leaving enhypen my mind is a mess. I got too attached to enhypen and now it's over. I'm honestly not sure if I want to get back into kpop or just become a casual listener....even though BTS is coming back and Stray Kids are thriving.. nothing feels like it did before.
I'd like to stop publishing for now, occasionally posting a story or two on tiktok if I REALLY want to...but now I feel like I need to find myself again, wait how this plays out and work on my writing.
I might continue My Idol but if I do I'll do it privately. I've sent countless days revising my writing and the way I say things...I just feel really down.
I don’t wanna leave enhypen but I just need some time to accept this. Deep down..I just know it's all over.
Thank you, goodbye for now. If you want DM me on tiktok <3
This text is not foolproof, my hands are shaking as I'm writing this – overwhelmed. I know no one's gonna see this. I just ...needed to say it.
