admittedly, i do stalk myself from this burner account on occasion just to humble myself and be reminded of the fact that i cannot access nor delete this account </3 sometimes, it feels oddly nostalgic, like a time capsule of concentrated cringe that taints my existence in some wretched way. it's been so long and i've changed as a person — definitely for the better. but if you're someone who remembers me from this era or knows about the existence of this account (looking at you lae and yve), please don't look too much lmfao.