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Book Analysis: No Longer Human by Osamu Dazai
          Age when I read this book: minor jusme
          
          • likes:
          - how the story was told, very nice kaayo kay it started from an author/manga-maker (???) discovering a diary of a man named Yozo Oba then proceeds to describe what he became over the years through the provided snapshots of Yozo Oba.
          - first person siya from Prologue to Epilogue
          - relatable in the sense of kanang feeling like you’re unfit in society because of anxiety and fear of disappointing people 
          - depicts being scolded by anyone as even harsher than death and WOULD DO ANYTHING PARA LANG DI MA SCOLDED is so real
          - how unique it was like its not everyday you hear about someone commiting suicide 2-3 times??? And managing to survive gihapon which then leads to mc’s mindset na di gyud siya human kay he can’t die like damn
          - his first love :((( and him crying over it and getting scarred for life
          - THIS IS A SEMI-AUTOBIOGRAPHICAL BOOK
          
          • dislikes
          - the dialogue was all over the place pero maybe because I just read too fast
          - misogynistic super like damn, way too much
          - the way he describes women :/ (i get na its from trauma but wth)
          - Yoshiko (??? Iya wife ni na bata2 pa) my baby, u did not deserve that :(
          
          • favorite character
          - Yoza Oba (duh) huhu
          - iya first love (forgot the name) she was so important to him and the yearning he had when she died
          
          • favorite scene
          - antonym game cuz he mentioned Dostoyevsky and how crime and punishment are antonyms like?????? 
          
          • rating (as someone who’s young)
          - 90/100 cuz it left me scarred, i cried.