@chlochlo_76
its been a FAT minute hasnt everyone? well ig people should know that im engaged with the man of my dreams, family has been letting him stay the night and all and now he gets to come over for holidays so yay! hope you all are doing good :P
merry fucking Christmas fuck Thanksgiving lets forget it, Dont think it, dont smell it, dont taste it, Do nothing! forgether it and think about a holiday that should be thinking about a guy who died on the cross but instead of that we think about what we'll get and what we will give, No one cares about giving they care about wanting and getting, Forget thanksgiving and get that spoiled brat a gift that you fell in love with!!!!
I was told to kill myself at school today, And my parents are going to check my wrist and thighs for scars and once the find them they might send me to a mental hospital, Or just take everything and just leave me with a pillow and blanket and some clothes
Today is just so perfect...Yesterday my friend's brother dies and today is the one-year anniversary when my dog died, my best friend....Fly high Allie
ten more days...I can't belive it, He'll be gone for a whole year in ten days...Fly high Victur...I still love you...
Bulimia, A eating disorder where you eat so much you feel like you going to pop just so you can throw it all up, I have that but I only do it because my family likes to body-shame me,. Funny isn't it =-)
Fuck relationships, Fuck living. I tried and for what? nothing that's what...You just had to stop fucking smoking and just listen to me when I talk but no you'd rather go smoke with your friends than hang out with me...
As I write "About Me And My Life" story I get sadder and sadder by every word I type...knowing that my life is just so fucked up and I just keep fucking it up. I want to sleep this day away and the next. I don't want to wake up because if I wake up to the face of people who say they care but don't, Just give me a knife, and ill end it right now without a second thought. I'm sorry
I'm sad and not having the best of thoughts so I'm going to stop writing for a while ok? ill try to write again sometime this week but I don't know...Bye.
Im stressed and how i deal with stress is RP, dose anyone want to RP? any kind im ok with what ever, you pick and ill do it and last for 5 minutes and ill still be ok with it. 3 days? you bet just lets do a roleplay
