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I think I’m getting the hang of this again! College has just been busy already. I had an assignment due which I finished last night, thank god, and I’ve just turned 25 too. 
          
          Between writing on my laptop and my iPad, I’m just sorting out a few things that’s to do with writing. I’ve rewritten ‘Treat You Better’ slightly. I’m going through all my other stories. 
          
          I’ve not given up of ‘Love Me Or Leave Me’ at all. I just need to read the last few chapters but I do have a few ideas. I’m going to finish this story and then get back to the story I started writing 5 years ago, which was the Kidnapped trilogy series. I’ve got a few ideas that come into my head at the most ridiculous times and I can’t write them down. 
          
          Thank you so much for your patience, I’m sorry it’s taken a long ass time to try and get somewhere with writing. 
          
          Physically and mentally, I’m getting there. I’ve gone back to college, started swimming to lose weight and even concentrating on myself. Moving across the England was the best decision I’ve made in 2021. 
          
          I hope everyone’s staying safe! Can’t believe it’s getting worse in the UK. Thought it’d slow down a lot after the vaccine roll out, but apparently not. 
          
          - Kylo x 

Hey… me again! 
          
          Since my last update life has certainly been interesting to say the least. I’ve moved 200+ miles away and I’m back in college after a few years. But, I only moved last week but already I know it’s a good thing that I’ve done it. 
          
          I did a poll on my Instagram story about stories I’d written when I was going through a lot of crap. Majority of you said to post, so those will be going up at some stage. 
          
          I’ve not only been able to focus and catch-up on 3 2 weeks worth of lectures, I’ve also been able to write a little bit too which is good. 
          
          Hope everyone’s staying safe! 
          - Kylo 

I’m literally so bad at this writing right now. 
          
          I have finally bought a new laptop, it arrived today, so I’m very happy there. I have so much going on in my life. I’m going through my doctors to get referred for an issue I’ve got. I thought I liked my job, but I don’t. I just want to be with the animals now, so I’m looking elsewhere, as well as looking at online courses.  
          
          My mental health has been a battle and a half to say the least, not going to lie. I’ve massively struggled throughout 2021 with it so far. 
          
          My days just consist of the same stuff everyday, it’s just the same routine. 
          
          I haven’t forgotten about my stories, it would be nice if I could bloody finish them, but it’ll just take a bit longer, as I’ve honestly not been in the correct head space. Plus, this heat doesn’t help when you can’t sleep and have to work 8-9 hours. 
          
          I’m British and love the cold. I hate the heat, if I wanted heat I’d go on holiday to somewhere warm. I love the wind, I love the rain, and I love hoodies. I can’t wear a hoodie in over 29 degree weather  
          
          I will get better, at life and writing. I’m just sorry that the people who comment and vote on every chapter are having to wait so long for an update.  
          
          
          

I am so sorry for the delay on this chapter of 'Love Me or Leave Me'. 
          
          I have been so busy and non-stop for the last three weeks. It's my last day at the pub today. I wrote chapter 18 the other week, and finally got round to reading it and publishing it today, so I really hope that it's okay. If there are any mistakes, please let me know and I will fix it. 
          
          I will be trying so hard to get regular updates as after today I will no longer have two jobs, just a nice normal 9-5/6 day which means I can start writing more in the evenings. 
          
          Thank you so so much for the patience, I promise as of next week they should be getting regular updates and then we can finish this story! 
          
          - Kylo

Chapter 17 of Love Me or Leave Me is UP! 

It’s been a chaotic week. I started volunteering on Monday last week and three days in I was offered a full time position. My other job, being a bartender reopened Friday and we got slammed hard. 
          
          I never thought I’d have two jobs at the moment but I do and this is my first day off all week. I had some stuff to do, not much, but I popped a tyre leaving my new job last night so my car’s out of action for today. 
          
          I’m working on Chapter 17 as I’m writing this and I so hope I can finish it, and if I can, I’d love to write and get ahead of the next few chapters so that updates can start being more regular. 
          
          Thank you for being so patient with me and my story, I couldn’t be anymore grateful! 
          
          Hope everyone’s all okay and staying safe! 
          
          - Kylo :) 

Chapter 16 of 'Love Me or Leave Me' is UP! 
          
          I have a laptop (not mine), but I'm borrowing it until I can afford the laptop that I want, so it certainly makes writing and publishing a whole lot easier. Apologies for the wait on this. 
          
          I start a volunteer job on Monday and back to work on Friday, but I'll have a proper writing schedule up soon. I'm slowly getting there, I think. But writing at the moment is a gateway from reality. 
          
          I will be working on the next chapter over the next few days. I know what to write but once that's written, I will be publishing it straight away rather than making you guys wait any longer than you have been. 
          
          Thank you to all my followers and for being patient in all of this, I appreciate very one of you. 
          
          Hope everyone's okay and staying safe. 
          
          - Kylo

Apologies for the chapter 15 update yesterday of Love Me or Leave Me. I have no idea what happened. It ended up in a story that I have completed. 
          
          Chapter 15 is now in Love Me or Leave Me. 
          
          Again, apologies, I'm clearly not with it. I am in the process of writing chapter 16, so when I finish that, whether it be today or tomorrow, I will be publishing that rather than making you guys wait, just to say thank you for sticking around. 
          
          Hope everyone's staying safe. 
          
          - Kylo

Sorry for the late delay. I’ve not been well since my vaccination, as I suffered with a cold, still got the runny nose and sore throat. 
          
          I really don’t want you to lose interest in Love Me or Leave Me, I will be updating very shortly. I’m having serious laptop issues still, and I can’t afford a new laptop right now. I am using my iPad but I have all the written chapters all on my laptop, so it’s very slow trying to send them over to my iPad. 
          
          Life and this is just a nightmare, I am trying, I am just very sorry you’re all having to wait so long for updates. I am going to be trying to get better and then one day I’ll be able to finish all my other works, but for now I’m just going to try and focus on Love Me or Leave Me. 
          
          Thank you for the votes and reviews you guys are leaving. 
          
          Chapter 15 will be up in the next 10 minutes. 
          
          Hope everyone’s good and staying safe! 
          - Kylo

I am sorry to all of my followers following ‘Love Me or Leave Me’ I am going to try and do an update by Friday, I’ll post when it’s up. 
          
          I had my COVID vaccination yesterday and I feel absolutely rubbish. I can hardly sleep and when I walk I feel pretty dizzy. I’ve had some time, and unfortunately I’m still struggling but I feel bad for making you guys wait. I will try to update regularly even if it’s just once a week at the moment. I don’t want you guys to lose interest in this story. 
          
          Thank you all so much for of your patience, I don’t want to give up on this story. So updates will be a little slow, but I’ll be updating a little regularly than I have been. 
          
          Hope everyone’s well and staying safe. 
          
          - Kylo x