BlackRoses

2 days left for school
          

7 more days of school

Nightmares you see twist my words and make them not mine. They make they shoot in all angles let them roll around. All of this is confusing. It feels real. Too real. For one to interpret the other nothing is right. Nothing is wrong. For nightmares are just a fragment of your mind.

I give in I'm not allowed to do anything and with this deep void nothing is eve good enough I guess I shouldn't even be doing this oh wait he doesn't know that's right fuck it  I just want one simple thing I guess I cant even do that  

Everything's okay... Everything's okay.... The words spinning ping ponging back and forth inside my head.... My head is spinning I'm going to fall.... Everything will be okay.... The rephrase does nothing, but dimish something inside slowly falling.... Soft cushions? Oh well.... Everything will be okay.... What can I say anything else than.... Everything will be okay.... Everything will be okay... Stop words from the bouncing.... Everything is turning into a blur... Everything will be okay.... 

As we sit and wait our lives will head towards different directions. They wait until last minute then simply seemed unfazed. As the words crush you down and weigh on you they just make out their lives like nothing ever happened. 

CHLOEY REPLY TO ME PLEASE

When your heart kinda gets crushed but you ignore each pain just so that person will talk to you....  Yeah I'm stupid can someone just stop me from bring stupid oh so stupid 

Okay ummm well best call of my life 

When you're super nerdy and know it