deactivated

this is completely random but hello again!! i lowkey miss this but idk if i’ll fully return but i can give y’all a little life update 
          
          i now listen to like queen and fleetwood mac and elton john exclusively cuz uhhhh idk 
          
          like deadass was bopping so hard to tiny dancer i fell on my ass and couldn’t move for like two minutes 
          
          some guy said i was evolving into a “born in the wrong generation gay girl” and to that i say: FUCK YOU 
          
          cool bitch i don’t live to wet your dick and vice versa. let people like what they wanna like and don’t come for me and i won’t come for you. k. cool. 
          
          uhhhh i’ve made like three new really cool friends; two in kentucky and the other in australia. and i adore them all. 
          
          my mental health is kinda shit rn but that’s just cuz of finals and stuff. i deadass dissociated for like four hours yesterday yummy!! 
          
          and i’ve also caught lowkey feelings for like three people (one of which i’ve seen deadass once in my damn life lol) but i ain’t pursuing anyone cuz uhhhhh i have giant ass commitment issues and my feelings don’t work so that’s good 
          
          i’ve probs fucked over a lot of people with my selfishness but honestly i was and forever am of letting myself be walked all over to satisfy others and now i’m just gonna do what’s good for me 
          
          that’s kinda it uhhhhh i might post but idk yet 
          
          so uhhhhh 
          
          kumbaya

Can you see this?

i’ve spent the last two days doing nothing but watching book one and two of avatar and worrying about everything :))))))))))

i’m sad cuz i won’t get to meet @Akita_Rosalee cuz they’re moving to texas and i’m like well shit betta saddle up and chase down their family and make them stay here

does it count as therapy if i just listen to hey ya on repeat for three hours? 
          i mean i can try but will everything really be alright alright alright alright alright alright alright alright alright alright alright alright alright alright alright??

aight so i’m getting inspired to learn how to
          play the guitar again so imma get my sister to tune it! yay! 
          i’m gonna make a youtube for covers and i’ll post them all there but ill link like them in “writing hubba jubba”
          i think the first one i’ll be doing is rhiannon by fleetwood mac cuz it’s a good

ah i lost my earbud adaptor (stupid fucking iphone) and i feel like collapsing to the ground and sobbing cuz my school is bad and everyone woulda stolen it and i’m such a dramatic ass bitch that i can’t breathe and i’m going into a panic all cuz i can’t listen to music and it’s making me shake like i have parkinson’s 

Do u write a death the kid x reader again in read the one on your other account i really enjoyed it

aight so 
          why
          does
          my
          state
          have
          the
          worst
          weather
          and
          mood
          LIKE ONE DAY OTS BELOW FREEZING AND THE MEXT ITS SO HOT THAT ILL MELT I NEED A NAP DAMN

IM ALSO GETTING A CAMERA FINALLY. LIKE IVE NEEDED ONE FOR MY PHOTOGRAPHY CLASS BT MY PARENTS HAVENT GOTTEN ONE SO I TOLD MY GRANDPARENTS AND WE GONNA GO GET ONE TODAY IM SO