chnfrdslxvr

Sprey for dissapearing was in the hospital last week but im back well im trying to write again but something is with my eyes wich i need eyedrops for wich make me see blurry so i cant type the best rn i uploaded some parts of breaking so yeah read it of ya want

chnfrdslxvr

Sprey for dissapearing was in the hospital last week but im back well im trying to write again but something is with my eyes wich i need eyedrops for wich make me see blurry so i cant type the best rn i uploaded some parts of breaking so yeah read it of ya want

chnfrdslxvr

So my mental health is not good i cant sleep at nights im just tired all the time. My school just started and im just noticing my anxiety is so high i just almost start crying at the smalledt things. I expected rhis to happen with my anxiety what i did not expect was for my mental health to go 1.5 years back in time. And everyday i think i promised to write but i cant all the stuff in my head is just lets say sad in bad ways wich i dont really want to just write about that. Im taking a break until my mental health is okay again becaude i think i should focus on that thid is also a very important school year for me so if i start posting it might be like 1 or 2 times a week. I hope i can start writing againd soon but i dont know 
          
          Love lily 

chnfrdslxvr

im alive
          
          so sorry for not posting for almost a month but my laptop was broken and writing on my phone its fine but realy annoying but i just got a ne on so i hope i an post again

RhiannonLily5

@chnfrdslxvr that's ok
            Have fun
            I don't mind waiting it just makes me more excited to read Ur stories
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chnfrdslxvr

@RhiannonLily5 im on a little vacation rn so and next week my school starts so i deff wont post/upload for 1 more week but i hope to start posting again after that 
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RhiannonLily5

@chnfrdslxvr 
            That's ok 
            I wondered where u went, but I didn't want to l ask because I didn't want to sound rude   hopefully everything is better❤️
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chnfrdslxvr

So im getting a new phone so i hope thay when i get that phone i can write more 
          
          I have this phone for a year rn but it is so bad it came out march 2023 but i got in in june so yeah 
          
          I have to pay with my own money for it bc i dont have this one for a long time 
          
          But yep i think im getting it like in a week and a half

chnfrdslxvr

So i just watched s1 e13 and lucy said: until my parents went bankrupt when i was nine
          
          And i dont know but it made me think about wanting to write a luttle story abt it but lucys like older and she becomes tim his puppy 
          
          Not excactly like that waht lucy said but im getting so many ideas