chnfrdslxvr

its i think 1,5 months later and im back here mental health is still shitty but i feel little better uploaded a new story go read it

chnfrdslxvr

So my mental health is not good i cant sleep at nights im just tired all the time. My school just started and im just noticing my anxiety is so high i just almost start crying at the smalledt things. I expected rhis to happen with my anxiety what i did not expect was for my mental health to go 1.5 years back in time. And everyday i think i promised to write but i cant all the stuff in my head is just lets say sad in bad ways wich i dont really want to just write about that. Im taking a break until my mental health is okay again becaude i think i should focus on that thid is also a very important school year for me so if i start posting it might be like 1 or 2 times a week. I hope i can start writing againd soon but i dont know 
          
          Love lily 

chnfrdslxvr

im alive
          
          so sorry for not posting for almost a month but my laptop was broken and writing on my phone its fine but realy annoying but i just got a ne on so i hope i an post again

RhiannonLily5

@chnfrdslxvr that's ok
            Have fun
            I don't mind waiting it just makes me more excited to read Ur stories
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chnfrdslxvr

@RhiannonLily5 im on a little vacation rn so and next week my school starts so i deff wont post/upload for 1 more week but i hope to start posting again after that 
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RhiannonLily5

@chnfrdslxvr 
            That's ok 
            I wondered where u went, but I didn't want to l ask because I didn't want to sound rude   hopefully everything is better❤️
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chnfrdslxvr

So im getting a new phone so i hope thay when i get that phone i can write more 
          
          I have this phone for a year rn but it is so bad it came out march 2023 but i got in in june so yeah 
          
          I have to pay with my own money for it bc i dont have this one for a long time 
          
          But yep i think im getting it like in a week and a half

chnfrdslxvr

So i just watched s1 e13 and lucy said: until my parents went bankrupt when i was nine
          
          And i dont know but it made me think about wanting to write a luttle story abt it but lucys like older and she becomes tim his puppy 
          
          Not excactly like that waht lucy said but im getting so many ideas