chocochocoru
I think I've lost myself even more in this phase.
It feels like nothing's gonna make me excited again like before. Sejujurnya, ini udah kejadian berulangkali sih. Since I'm in highschool? Probably. And it hit me even harder when I realized I only have myself to survive when the world turns its back on me. From the very start, till this day.
Like ... ini beneran nih gue cuma punya diri sendiri? Manusia payah yang gabisa diandelin ini? Wallahi we're dommed.