aubergan drams

did I do something wrong?

slightly venting here sorry djsjsbs
          
          don’t you hate when you feel like you just..... fucking suck at everything
          
          for me it’s singing, specifically, but now I feel like I’m just fucking terrible at most things (or just ‘average’ at best..)
          if only I could stop being a lazy fuck so I could actually bother to practice and improve but I just.........
          
          I wanna cry..... but I think I just need to sleep......... it’s almost 2am... heck...... sorry...
          hope y’all are doin good <3

I'm falling apart 
          I need a friend 
          somebody to hold on to 
          somebody to confide in
          
          
          (idk. just feelin kinda lonely and these lyrics [which are literally from a musical about baTMAN] came to mind......... I really wish I had a best friend irl... like, yeah, I have friends that I’m so grateful for and they’re all amazing! but the fact that I’m no one’s favourite is kinda hard to take rn...)

sometimes
          love will break you till you burst
          
          and sometimes
          you just gotta come to terms
          with the fact that
          
          someone
          might not love you
          the same way that you love them

my brain is fucking IDIOT and I HATE HIM

tHE OLD P!ATD DEMOS ARE MAKING ME KIND OF EMOTIONAL HGHFDKG
          
          BRENDON SOUNDS SO MUCH SOFTER I
          
          WH A T
          
          why did no one warn m e

ahahaaa everything's shit  :)

no tea no shade but I think I'm slightly gay

it hurts that I can’t love you..

this update is a tRAVESTY