i havent been here for years & i just wanted to pour it out here bcs i know this would be a safe space & bcs i know im not the only one who feels like most ppl wouldnt understand the pain. i just wanted to say goodbye to a special someone who's made an impact in my teenage years (that mostly revolved around this app and 1d). liam payne, u were such a star. so young & mature & kept the boys in line while on tour back then. u were the "dad" of 1d & i always remember u as a loser with amazing dance moves (u always had it in u) who bursts out singing at random times. im not gonna lie, i was one of those who felt disappointment when i heard abt what u have done these past few weeks & i'd look back to the times where u were such a small fry, incapable of hurting anyone. that's the liam i miss & will always hold a special place in my heart. it's so tragic, what happened to u. i woke up at 8am & saw an article abt u falling from the balcony. i didn't know what to feel, but the little fangirl in me was crying & then i felt the first tear drop, then another, then another. im so sad rn. lost for words. u will always be the kid with the side swept bangs with a cute smile, who looked like justin bieber, who had a dream from wolverhampton to me. it's sad when u realize that the reunion we've all been wishing for would be at ur funeral (or if the boys decides to come. god, i hope so) i'll miss u. and i love u
sincerely, a fan since x-factor & watched as ur dream became a reality with four other boys. i love u so much. u can walk in the wind now