@choisanluvrr
i needa vent and wattpad always is a good place for that for me bc not many people follow me lmao so,,,
i love love love having to go to the doctor bc i have a breast problem *again* /s
i go to the doc next thursday,,, i am nervous to say the least
didnt realize when i pressed for an emoji i clicked followers to be notified until i pressed post and saw it mb yall
i seriously feel so bad w the way things ended. i wish it never got that bad
i unblocked her. idk if that’s a good thing or bad
!! vent || feel free to ignore !!
i seriously love my ex girlfriend so much but i just couldn’t leave my best friend for her when we don’t last long, i was hoping this would work this time, i don’t see why we couldn’t all create a chat and talk through it, why did it have to be so harsh and unfair to me, i had to choose between two people that mean the world to me, and risk being all alone in a month when she got tired of me like she always does if i picked her, i’m so fucking depressed now it’s sad and pathetic.
anyways- lmaoo
like literally at this point it’s sad as fuck how pathetic you are
literally stfu omg you’ve been mentally abusive and manipulative these last nine years it’s insane. i’m over you and how you always play victim. get a grip and realize your bpd runs your life and you do nothing to stop it or work on it. you can’t ever keep a relationship so don’t speak on my name if you’re not gonna talk about how shitty of a girlfriend you are. so fuck off @-lumifalls
@skzoobles | nah cuz imagine leaving out how said friend was bad mouthing me often & trying to ruin our relationship which didn't concern them.
personal update!!! i just unblocked an ex on everything,,, am i gonna regret this in the future? idk lmao
also i’m getting back around to finally getting ideas for fics it’s just hard to actually write those ideas
does anyone even read these? are they pointless nowadays?
i have an idea for a foolish gamers x reader, tell me what y’all think of the description /nf
‘meeting a boy in a valorant lobby is normal, becoming best friends of 2 years? less normal, falling for said boy? way less normal
a story in which valorant lobbies might just set you up for success’
new niki nihachu x gn!reader social media au is up with 3 parts published already
i'm also making more as i speak :D
part one of the c!dream x reader is up! :]
the c!dream x reader will hopefully at latest be ready by next friday. i just need to focus on this one story and not multiple.