choni__madnessa__

So i took a bit of a break cause i was just really not doing well, but i’m all good now so i’m thinking i’ll be continuing my book soon:)

dude- dutchies will understand but K3 just hits different man

someone that has a good coping mechanism for helping the person you’re pretty much in love with get with your childhood bestfriend?

failed my math test. yay.

they really decided to give us way to much homework the first day of school.

so i met my new class today, they’re not to bad actually

we love anxiety attacks 

yea so i recently found out that break-ups suck :D

so i’m just gonna vent here cause idk what to do.
          
          There is this guy who has been my best friend since we were like 6 year olds. I never came out to him because i was afraid of losing him. I already rejected him once and he took it really well. I mean except not talking to me for a few day but that was understandable, i mean the guys said he had liked me 3/4 years now). I just have the feeling he doesn’t really get it and is trying to ‘win me over’. Like today i posted some pictures on my insta and he private messaged me that the photos looked good. i said something like,”Well of course i’m on them” because we normally also joke around like that. but he responded with something like,”i know you meant that sarcastic but it’s really the truth” and now i don’t know what to do because i don’t want to hurt him by rejecting him again.
          
          so yea if you have advice that would be greatly appreciated.

so i’m going on vacation tomorrow which means i wont post a month :/