『rowan』

Its been a while, hasn't it?
          
          I haven't properly touched any of these stories in like, 6 years? Probably 7 or 8 really, I don't know if I consider my 'retry' in 2019 a real touch. Life has been kinda sucky, but also kind of ok. Trying to survive in whatever kind of economy this country is headed for.
          
          I do want to give these another shot. I used to have such excitement for some of these stories, but I just don't know if I can give them a proper shot where I have them. I'm going to give it a shot. Don't expect consistent updates or anything soon. I'm moving out of my apartment into another in August, so at the very least once I get settled I hope to be able to get into having a hobby other than doom scrolling on YouTube.
          
          I've missed this place, these stories, and the people that I met. You guys have been so wonderful. Maybe we can grasp some of this magic we used to have. Thanks for being you, everyone. Maybe I'll see you around soon! 
          
          ❤️ - Faye/Rowan :3

I'm restarting Fire and A Gunshot. 
          
          Before you read is already posted, first chapter being published soon. 

I think most of us can agree that after 2+ years of being on wattpad, you look at your old stories and old reads and think how cringy, poorly made, and bad grammar filled it was. Not saying that all of them were awful (some of them are masterpieces that i still reread). That being said, I have no idea what I'm doing anymore. This account is literally made of excuses. Reasons why certain chapters arent out, why im not online as often, why im not doing this or that. I have no idea what the fuck I'm doing anymore. 
          
          I have a bunch of drafts from years past that i read and think "What the fuck was I thinking?" I've lost interest in the stories I've begun to write. I'm honestly lost on what to do. Nobody is probably going to read this, but i need it off my chest. Don't know why but I do. I might make a story or two here and there, but thry might never be published. You might never read them. We'll see, I guess. 
          
          Have a good life everyone. (This isnt a goodbye)

I love reviewing my drafts lolol
          
          Some of them were just like "omg this is good idea yes i shall write it in later yes yes chapter name: lol contents: lel"
          
          Others have covers that i spent waaaay too much time and i look back on them thinking "........what........good cover....but i mean....../what was i even planning/......."

Um, hello everyone. I haven't posted a message on here since September, and I have my reasons. But we aren't really going to get into that. 
          
          I haven't been feeling myself recently. At all. I haven't been diagnosed with it since I've been doing my best to hide it but I'm wondering more and more if I have depression. I haven't been as interested in the things I love, like writing and drawing,  I've been feeling tired more often, I haven't been as productive, I've had equaling amounts of sadness and this horrible emptiness. Needless to say, the stories I was so bent on writing and working on and finishing just....drifted from me. 
          
          Because of this it will be difficult to put anything out for a decent while. 
          
          So I'm sorry. 
          
          I keep saying it but it doesn't really mean anything, does it?
          
          I'll be online. 
          
          I'll be around. 
          
          Just don't expect to do much. 
          
          im so sorry. 

NOTICE ME, FREN
          
          I MISS CHU ;-;

Okay guys. If you haven't heard, Irma is the biggest hurricane in the atlantic ever. St. Martin is said to be 95% DESTROYED. THEY WANT TO EVACUATE THE ISLANDS. THIS IS GETTING REALLY SERIOUS AND I REALLY WANT YOU GUYS TO BE SAFE. STAY SAFE EVERYONE. I LOVE YOU GUYS AND PLEASE STAY ALIVE. EVEN IF YOU LOSE A LOT JUST PLEASE TRY TO STAY SAFE AND ABOVE WATER. DO WHAT YOU CAN GUYS. 
          
          
          I LOVE YOU SO MUCH GUYS
          
          
          - Faye 

Hey guys! Just a little thing I wanted to say.
          
          1. I /am/ writing. I'm just more focused on school this year in terms of my grades. I promise you something will get out.
          
          2. THIS IS FOR ANYONE IN OR CLOSE TO FLORIDA. As you know, Hurricane Irma is said to be curving up and coming completely over florida. I really want you guys to stay safe during the storm and not to end up like Houston. But there are also 2 (alleged) more tropical storms heading for us. Jose and Katia are said to be heading towards us, but they are still far away enough to be able to turn into lower category hurricanes amd hit us. I hope that anyone who lives in florida like me stays safe and dry over this next week or two. Evacuate if necessary. I dont want any of you to get hurt. Even if i dont really know you, i want you to be safe. Stay alive my friends. 
          
          
          -  Faye

HELLO EVERYONE! 
          
          I would just like to say a few things.
          
          First of all, I am proud to announce that I have finally completed one of my books. YAAYY!! That may not seem like a huge accomplishment to you guys, but I have been getting a lot busier these last few weeks, and I have been trying to work on procrastination a lot. But Yay! Till Death Do Us Part is out and it is completed! So please! Share it with your friends who you think might enjoy it!
          
          Secondly, and most importantly, TODAY IS MY WAIFU FOR LAIFU'S BIRTHDAY!!!! GO GIVE WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY WISHES TO @-tarantism !!! THANK YOU EVERYONE!!!!
          
          ~ Faye

Okay. 
          
          I am taking down all of my stories. They will not be down forever, but only until I finish stories or get really really far. Since it is currently summer, I will have a heck of a lot more time to write and think of how I want my stories to go.
          
          My love and thanks to all of you out there <3
          
          - Faye