Merry Christmas! I know I'm a little late but christmas for me was slightly busy so I didn't get the time but I hope you had a good day and continue to have good days
Every time I try to sleep, I have the same dream over and over again that it convinces me that I'm insane. I feel like I'm getting close to losing my mind, but something keeps holding me back. I wonder how much longer I can stay sane like this. I wish I could do something
Winter time usually feels nice. I like the cold and the lights that shine outside. The feel of everything during this time feels good. I'll have to be getting everyone gifts now haha
It's only November, but I can say with pure confidence that this year was the absolute worst. I hated this year more than anything. So much kept happening this year that I've come close to losing my mind. I can only hope that things get easier from here but it's nothing but stress. These days I'm more tired than usual and I just don't care about anything anymore. I get tired of all of this that I don't even know what to do anymore but just exist and do what ever.