Hey guys, I know I don't post anything anymore, but I have some stories in the works, and a lot of other stuff going on. As of Fathers day 2019, I have been living with my Father in Pennsylvania, due to my mother being physically and emotionally abusive. While I was living with Her, I attempted to take my life many times, and almost constantly had some sort of self inflicted injury on my body. I had been forced to take medication that I did not need or want since I was four to make it easier for my mother to control me, as well as being hospitalized multiple times starting around age four. She manipulated me into thinking my Father and older siblings left because they hated me, and tore my self esteem down to nothing, which has left lasting damage, which is only now starting to heal. I am going back because I need to make sure my younger siblings are okay without me, and I promise I will do everything in my power to stay safe. I have a safety plan in case of emergency, so I will remain unharmed. I am also in a much better state of mind now, so no need to worry on that front. I'll keep you guys updated, so stay safe guys!