It's sort of a new day so I want to say what's on my mind.
1. Can I like, detach myself from the HP fandom? And sort of, like, be a lone HP nerd wolf? Cos I'm tired of the toxicity and JKR and the silence and some of the Draco stans who try to make him a saint and the amount of times I've cringed from said stans and the uncomfortable feeling I get in my chest when I see hate comments directed at people that aren't Death eaters or Voldemort or Umbridge or the Ministry or Snape (please don't come at me as I said earlier I can't debate to save my life) or Wormtail and the hatred on ships (except teacher×student or incest ships and I kind of feel uncomfortable with Tomarry) cos I love almost all ships in the fandom (made up a word, calling myself a panshipper or polyshipper {yeah I think that's cool considering my views on some ships as stated} lol) and yes I am aware that I have not used any form of punctuation and wow re-reading this it's really confusing I'm lost where was I? Ah yes, detaching myself from the HP fandom. Just, all in all, I really don't want to call myself a potterhead but also want to and I've decided to just be another human being that likes HP that includes my friend (just introduced her to HP, she's growing now, want to protect her from the what is going on currently {but will still inform her about JKR cos I ain't stupid}) minus ALL the issues, I want to like my ships in peace without feeling conscious about them, I want to simp and stan characters without thinking about whether or not I'm doing the right thing, I want to be able to like the movies and yes I am aware that it was somewhat of a poor adaptation of the books but I still enjoy them and finding a hate account about the makes me sad somehow, I JUST WANT TO LOVE HP AND BE A NERD ABOUT IT. To sum up, I'm denouncing my status as a potterhead, but HP is still my ride or die.