It's complicated. 
I don't know what to write though I have a lot of things to say.
I don't know what I feel though I think a lot about it. 
There are things that are really easy to do yet very hard to continue, 
and this is getting nowhere. Haha. 

My mind is so crowded so just get out of it. Give me some space. 
Return me the favor of wasting my time on you.
This again is going nowhere.

Forget. Nah, I can't.
What to do? Sleep and forget for a while. 
Wake up then DEAL WITH IT.
Yeah. That's better.
For the last time, this is going nowhere. 
Crap.

I'm not a writer really. I'm still trying- this is hard- to be one. 
My thoughts are just so complicated, rather they are really jumbled. 
I don't know. Writing tips? Nah. I can't even follow my own tips/ advises.
Haha. Yeah. 
I'm good at helping others by giving advises but unfortunately, I don't follow myself.
Haha. 
I talk a lot to myself in my room cause I'm crazy. haha. 
crazy about you-yuck! cheesy. 

So, do you have an idea about me?
Really? Tell me! Haha. Crazy.

I want to do lot of things but I can't.
I'm scared. Really. Of EVERYTHING.
What would happen? What could happen? 
I'm scared of everything. Everyone. 
I'm hiding. Inside. Deep Inside.
Follow the tracks and you might find me.
Deep in there. I don't know where.
Deep, deep down in my heart. Haha. Shiz.

So, do you know me now?
Not yet? Uhmm, okay.

Blue is the color of the ocean.
The Ocean is something that would ease our mind if you look at it. 
It would make you think that there's no ending.
That somewhere and somehow, there could be a connection between two very different things.
In the horizon, yeah. We could meet there. Somehow. Someday. 
But, this could destroy us. 
The ocean could be very destructive. There could be signs that we should be aware of.
Once it appeared, beware. It could destroy you- destroy everything.
Still, after this, again it's calm. 
You can think again. 
We could meet again.