I actually feel so empty nowadays :(
          
          I'm so unhappy and lack motivation for anything I plan and I'm a very overachieving ambitious person 
          
          Aside from my lack of discipline and self control+ my addiction to my phone, school definitely plays a huge part in this
          
          Everyone at my school is so hostile and I genuinely feel lonely despite having friends who I find are very unreliable and boring as hell, im so upset and angry the whole day and I never sleep at night it's just sad and not me 
          
          I'm so bored too, just bored 
          
          idk why I spend all my time on the internet it's not even that entertaining, I'm just lazy :(
          
          On the bright side chances of academic burnout is extremely low, I might be lazy but I'm competitive with a goal