Just 8 months ago we went to go see the hunger games,
I remember how you keptbsaying I talked to much,
but hey Im pretty sure you still had fun.
Haha and guess what, I need advice,
I wanna talk to them, be friends with his friends,
just not exactly him, I just cant....
I dont wanna get hurt, and maybe he wont hurt me,
But what if he does?
I once read a quote that said,
"I rather have a life of oh wels the of what ifs."
And I would love to live by that quote, but Im honest scared,
I think the best thing about you and the others,
is that in some ways you boosted my confidence,
Right now I feel like I have none in me.
I dunno what Im doing anymore.
Anywayz theres this girl,
Theyre always laughing at her,
and lots of people already figured out,
That I laugh at everything.
So when I told them that laughing at her wasnt funny,
they tried to convince me that it was.
I dont think so, theyre so mean, ._.
I just wanted to tell them
What if that was you?
Or you dont know whats going on with her.
I just wanted to tell them off,
But when they noticed I really didnt find it funny,
They sorta stopped, I just hope they never laugh at her again.
But then again it was only 4 people,
I can imagine how many more laugh at her daily.
Itmakes me feell bad,
I sometimes think I wish thatd be me
cuz she doesnt deserve to suffer.
Well thats all I hve for today.
Missing ya Julairis. C':