yk i feel like nobody cares. whenever i do/say something, its like im invisible. like i dont even exist. and ykw thats fine. thats okay, im used to it. ive been treated that way almost my whole life. and no, im not looking for attention, im not guilt tripping, im just speaking my mind. people always say "oh, you poor thing" or "are you okay?" no. no im not okay. whos fault is it? who did this to me? me. it was all me. my fault. from the beginning. ive done this to myself and i dont even know how to fix it. so yeah..im fine :)