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The fact that I was in the top 0.05% of listeners for greedy by Tate McRae is… a little embarrassing to say the least lmao I played it 60 times
Also I updated my bio (kinda)
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Not that anyone asked, but I had a nightmare the night before last about my parents finding out that I’m trans and I had not one but TWO panic attacks the next day during school so that was fun
Also idk if it’s just wattpad being wattpad but I can’t see my last announcement it looks like it got deleted or something lol idk
And 360 notifications in like two weeks or something is too many I’m honestly kinda tempted to just unfollow a bunch of people that post announcements a lot but I don’t really want to do that haha I guess I’ll just have to start checking them regularly again :/
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Okay so I think I’m platonically in love with the kid I was talking about in my last announcement
We literally spent an hour and a half on the phone talking about marvel today I was yelling and absolutely cackling the entire time
I’m so tired and indescribably happy just fucking elated omg
Also I’ve been quite inactive lately lmao sorry about that school has been a lot and reading crimson rivers is taking up so much of my time lmao (it’s so freaking amazing omg)
maxtrinity_
@chxrry_cxcaine Yeah it can be a lot of fun! I’ve definitely done that too—but you’re really lucky to find someone who has all of the qualities you value in a friend. That’s really sweet:) Yeahhhh haha every time a squish has been brought up the person I’m talking to says “oh I definitely have that on LMM” and it’s super silly because it happens every time lol
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@iwantaferret_ I knowwwwww making new friends is so fun (once you actually start doing it) and the thing is I imagined things that I would do with my new friends and qualities they would have just because I was so desperate for people who actually cared about me lol and this person literally has ALL of those qualities like it’s surreal and every time I think about them I just start grinning Also what about Lin Manuel Miranda? Do people have like a celebrity squish on him lmao
Percabeth_for_life_1
Oh yeah, you have another mother now!
Percabeth_for_life_1
heyyyyyyyyyy!!
chxrry_cxcaine
Omg I just had the absolute most fun conversation about Greek mythology, Medusa, Percy Jackson, marvel, how straight/gay we are for Oscar Isaac, how Bucky is the best, how talking about abortion at a catholic school is dangerous, and how Kamala Harris is amazing.
This person may or may not be my absolute favorite human being at school right now like I’m just feeling so happy :DDD
How was your day?
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I just had the best day I can remember in a really really long time but it’s scary because now I feel like I’m falling down a black hole just because my brain and body were like “alright sawyer you were so happy this whole day, now it’s time to be sad” and I’m like can you not??? Like please?
Lmao anyway I’m going to a concert on Sunday and my aunt just flew up from home and we just stayed up until 12 listening to Chappell roan and Kacey musgraves and dancing outside and vibing
Like my feet are numb lol it was so fun
Anyway I’m tired so good night my people I hope y’all find something to smile about tomorrow (later today?)
Have some sunshine: ☀️
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@gatsby_girl_24601 Hey I saw the post on your message board and I was wondering if you wanted to talk about it You don’t have to, but I really know those feelings and I know how much it can help for someone to reach out Please please please tell me if I can do anything to help you feel better in any way With so much love, Your fav Wattpad friend (lol) Have some sunshine; vitamin D makes everything better: ☀️
matilda_24601
@chxrry_cxcaine thanks sweetie um yeah it’s just really hard for me at the moment because everything’s just going badly, i don’t want to go back to australia because now i have nobody to go back to thanks to one of my friends (she outed me) so i’m really struggling i’ve thought about committing a few times but i just can’t because i know i’d be leaving a few awesome people behind (including you) um please just be there for me thanks for the sunshine, and yes you are my fave wattpad friend lol ❤️❤️❤️
chxrry_cxcaine
IM SO TIRED HIGH SCHOOL IS GENUINELY SUCKING THE LIFE OUT OF ME OMFG
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@gatsby_girl_24601 I am thank you lol I’m still exhausted but I had a good day today :)))))
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Started Crimson Rivers wish me luck :]