cicada-kid

i’m sorry 

i’m just tired
          i’m sorry i can’t reply
          i just have no energy left
          even typing this is exhausting 
          i’m sorry 
          i’m lonely but you seem so annoyed with me now
          i’m sorry 
          i just want you to be here 
          i just want to feel your body on mine, protecting me
          i’m sorry 
          as lonely as i am i just don’t have the energy to even say it
          i just want you here
          i’m sorry 

thx for adding my work 2 ur list babe

god 
          i'm in so much pain
          

make me love you again
          force it into me 

i'm sick of feeling like this- feeling like nothing at all

you are beautiful, you are glorious, you are angelic. everyday i am reminded of how wonderful you are and how much i adore you. you are soft and you give me peace and serenity and i love you more for making me feel comfortable.

Without knowing, you've helped me realize that I'm worth something. I'm still having problems with my self-image and I still feel like I'm not that good of a person. I'm even still nervous around you and scared to show you affection. At the back of my head, something tells me that you don't want my love but I'm trying to get past that and realize that you love me no matter what. 
          
          Thanks for making me feel a little more comfortable, thanks for loving me. I have been and I always will be grateful for you. Je t'aime.

you said goodnight but i couldn't sleep. how long ago was that?

I absolutely adore your sonnets!!