cigsrete-

I sound like a lovesick idiot here im cryinggggg

cigsrete-

But dont get me wrong, he’s the only even man that i LOVED in reality, like literally the one. In the other case i love women too. 
          	  Do u get me now? He’s the man i love/ed, besides me being towards women. 
          	  So yes, im Bi, all towards women, but still by because of him and bts only, understand? Ao dont blame me pls
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cigsrete-

I sound like a lovesick idiot here im cryinggggg

cigsrete-

But dont get me wrong, he’s the only even man that i LOVED in reality, like literally the one. In the other case i love women too. 
            Do u get me now? He’s the man i love/ed, besides me being towards women. 
            So yes, im Bi, all towards women, but still by because of him and bts only, understand? Ao dont blame me pls
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cigsrete-

But…
          Maybe i want to be a sinner…?

cigsrete-

Am i the devil by any chance?
            Maybe love made me one.
            Or just me, the real devil.
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cigsrete-

            I mean... look at me! Im bi. 
            The only man that i loved is someone I shouldn’t love that way. Or it'll be forbidden in every way or relationship.
            And i love girls... which is also a big sin to be attracted to same gender…
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cigsrete-

I missed him… his touch, his jokes, his kisses, his voice, his skin, his embrace, his lips, his hair, even his angriness… I missed everything about him…

cigsrete-

If we will be something, we’ll be ‘sin’
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cigsrete-

His touch wasn’t right… but it felt so right.
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cigsrete-

My love for him will always be forbidden…
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cigsrete-

But… its the reality..

cigsrete-

Even though I still wish life would be different… if there would be a love between us it wouldn’t be forbidden… i wish i was her… i wish… and its just wishes..
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cigsrete-

I have to accept it.
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